Deep development system

Almost everything that is now in my life, in the form it is, I was able to achieve all of this thanks to 1 GSR module.

Could I do without it? Could you continue to live your life? It could, but let’s be honest and look at what it was like before GSR and how it is now:

✅ I am writing this post from Thailand, where I have been living with my family for the 3rd year, whereas before GSR it would have taken me 5 years to take my family abroad for a vacation.

✅ I have a dream profession that gives me every opportunity for self-realization, with complete freedom of action and no financial ceiling. I can be anywhere in the world, lead any lifestyle – and this will not interfere with my activities. But at my previous job at Russian Railways, where a stress-free day was a day off, this was simply unrealistic.

✅ And speaking of income. Previously, for me, an income of 150,000 per month was a daring dream, but now such a figure simply no longer suits my standard of living.

✅ I always have a big goal, I always know where I’m going, and most importantly, I’m always growing. Before the 1st GSR module, I was completely confused, uncertain, had no understanding of my place in life, and lacked self-reliance.

✅ I have realized my dreams of freedom, I am realizing my dream of self-realization. Before this, everything depended on work, in which you won’t find anything like that.
Who would I recommend 1 GSR module to? To everyone I love, to whom I wish well, who is looking for themselves, who strives for more, who wants to go beyond their limitations…

Many are convinced that a dream is something unattainable. But I say the opposite.

What inspires me endlessly about GSR is that with this system anything is possible.
What you haven’t been able to do for years, or even your whole life, becomes a reality. Regardless of your current status, age, from any starting point.

❤ My most tangible result with GSR is mutual love.

But first I’ll describe how it all started.

I came to GSR with a question of apathy, I didn’t want anything, life seemed to have declined, I just had to “live out it,” although outwardly I was quite happy. Work and son came first; relationships arose from time to time and fizzled out. After the GSR sessions corrected my apathy, I was inspired, got acquainted with module 1 (working with myself), but then abandoned it (I seem to be living normally). During the pandemic, problems began with the business, I began to actively practice sessions, signed up for a curatorial group with the request “I want money”! But there it became clear that if you want to go into money, it’s not about money 😉 There we unpacked for me a women’s resource and related stuff. And so unexpectedly I found a person with whom I now have a great relationship!

I have always had a dream – to marry a captain 😆
Well, not exactly a captain, but in the spirit that my man would go on business trips and then return.
I explained it to myself this way: firstly, freshness of feelings, no boredom or routine. Secondly, I’m so active that everything doesn’t fit into my life: either my personal life, or a drama club, a photo club, and I also want to sing…

Now my dream can be said to have come true)) the man is on another business trip, and I’m not at all happy about it!
And I realized what was behind my dream. I didn’t know how to be in long-term contact, in a relationship, I was always “separate”, I wanted to be a holiday woman, but for a long time it is impossible to either lose or withstand.

What has changed now:

1. I began to be resourceful; I have enough energy for everything, certainly for the most important things.
2. I learned to give this resource, not to close myself off, not to limit, not to “squeeze” and not to spray on everything and everyone.
3. I accepted myself as different. Accept yourself and be accepted
4. I learned to live life! In which everything is interesting, every moment, every event, every state.
5. And, it seems, I learned to love out of abundance. Just choose, just give, just accept. Just.

And there was also the fear that “it will all end.” Now this fear is gone, I know what to do when something goes wrong (and more often than not it just seems like something is going wrong). I take a picture of the state on a leaf and everything miraculously changes. In me and outside.

This is the result of a year of working with my conditions.

I have been in GSR since 2018, and my results cannot be called ranking. There are few of them, they have no x10 income, no fabulous monthly income, no new jobs and positions.

To be fair, I never declared such goals. By the time GSR appeared in my life, I had already run out of frustration wherever I wanted, the emergence of new frustrations didn’t particularly frighten me, we knew. There was no need to change anything; the biting dogs were behind and tired. And I’m tired too.

That is, before entering expert support, I didn’t really understand why I was here. At the entrance, she stated one goal – moving, which still remains, but has been significantly transformed and does not sound like that at all. There aren’t even such letters there.

Another conscious goal appeared not so long ago, about a year and a half ago, and it sounds like “who am I?”, in another reading “why me?” It remains relevant today, acquiring different shades depending on the point of focus.

However, there were changes along my path that I did not declare as goals, but which, when they appeared, became very valuable and significant for me.

Here are my most significant and noticeable changes over six years:

– My life no longer sucks for me
– I learned to separate the past from the present and look at the latter
– Relationships with children have changed, I began to see the real ones

Under each of these points there is a large story with stories for a dozen posts. But it doesn’t sound as epic as x10 income.

And recently a change has occurred for which the words “important” and “valuable” do not sufficiently reflect the essence, because this is some other characteristic of significance.

The story will be long.

From the very beginning of my expert support, the expert gave unconditional support to my creative manifestations, of which there were a lot due to my chosen lifestyle. I was surprised, resisted, considering it nonsense and a whim, but gradually I got involved and even began to enjoy it.

Interesting processes began to appear in the course of creative implementation, which I sometimes filmed on a piece of paper to see what was underneath. The results were more than interesting, which stimulated further movement in this direction.

At some point I started drawing. As a rule, during in-depth work with a specialist and webinars.

And so, before one of the last expert meetings, I drew my condition. And I made another drawing after working with the symptoms shown. Just like that, I don’t know why. I don’t really know how to draw. The expert suggested removing a symptom from these drawings, after working with which a CHANGE occurred.

As a child, I graduated from music school. I got there by accident, my first teacher came to kindergarten and, after listening to me, she wanted to be her student. I played with great pleasure, but studying there was difficult. Nevertheless, I still played pieces outside the compulsory program, and even composed something.

And then everything stopped for more than twenty long years. I chose not to play, not to approach the instrument at all. Not only the skills and events associated with the piano were erased from memory, but even the sensations of playing.

With expert support in recent months, I began to remember some facts from that life and could not believe that it was possible to forget everything so much.

Two months ago I decided to open the lid of my old piano, put down the notes… and couldn’t make a sound. Not only because I didn’t remember either the musical notation or the technique, but also because it all made me feel incredibly painful inside. I cried for an hour and a half before I thought of relieving the symptom. Another one was helped by an expert at the next meeting.

But then I already decided for myself – never again. I even started to figure out how to get rid of the piano, which has been with me for 38 years, 23 of which have been silently standing in the corner of the room.

And two or three weeks ago I made a symptom taken from my drawings on the recommendation of an expert, and the next day I realized: I want to play.

I found and downloaded sheet music that was interesting to me, and I wanted to download something else fun for my daughter. These were fixatives.

I’ll quote from my diary:

“I’m playing. From the moment this started, I live in a different life.

The fixie turned out to be the entry point into the game.

I took it with both hands at once, quickly read the score, and Vlada and I sang about Pomogator for half an hour :)).

Immediately after, I took that one and suddenly started playing it too. Stumbling, remembering musical notation, horrified by the out-of-tune piano and his lost technique.

I don’t know what to call the state when you come to a place where you were even afraid to think that you could come. Where I have already refused to go in my right mind and solid memory.

And then I thought that this is exactly what I came to GSR for. Not for oil rigs, not for MF, not for anything else. And for the opportunity to be SO yourself.”

“From the moment I play, my view on almost everything has changed a lot.

The first thing I noticed was in my relationship with my daughter. On that first day, after singing fixies, she lay down on the sofa next to the piano and spent the entire evening watching my attempts to remember the science of music.

“It’s very beautiful,” she answered my question “is she tired of it?”

-What’s beautiful? – I asked.

– It sounds and looks beautiful. It’s all very beautiful.”

She is twelve, and she has never seen me play an instrument before.

After that first time I was filled with happiness for two days. I had a hard time falling asleep, all my thoughts were only about playing – I ran to the instrument in any free five minutes to play, play, play. I was like a person who couldn’t quench his thirst for a long time and now got this opportunity.

So here is my next unrated, but probably one of the most important for me, results of three years of expert support and six years in GSR. A result that I denied, I wanted to get rid of, and in general “this is not me, I don’t need this.”

I’m playing the piano again.

And it’s as if I came here for this.

The expert says this is just the beginning. Baby doll learned to walk 🙂

And that this is not really a story about the piano.

1 GSR module allows any person to work with themselves, with their internal processes, with uncomfortable states and unpleasant feelings, and helps to achieve goals faster.

I went to solve problems and was interested in this opportunity to independently upgrade myself, obtain resources and solve problems in life. Therefore, I did sessions for myself every day for 3-4 months in a row. Therefore, the results began to appear quite quickly.

✔️ At first, I noticed the appearance of internal balance, a state of evenness, delight from some emerging vision of the unity of the world and calmness in the current events (pandemic).

✔️ I had a new perspective on familiar things, I wanted to constantly discuss it. It was as if I finally saw not only the elephant’s trunk, but also its huge ears – a new perspective.

✔️ I now have a resource, energy and the opportunity to expand my circle of communication (before this, communicating with others really exhausted me). I became more open with people. I made many new acquaintances.

✔️ I have gained confidence in myself, in my abilities, that I can “export”. I began to realize that many things could actually be achieved.

✔️ I began to understand my feelings better. There was an interest in doing something for a specific purpose – reading, traveling, etc. My perception of English speech has improved (the tension has gone away).

✔️ I started working out with a trainer (I always wanted to try and planned to start in 2017, but only got to the gym in the fall of 2020).

✔️ I went alone to a new city to see GSR specialists I didn’t know much about to promote myself.

✔️ I started reading less aimlessly. I tried different new things: working with curator support, working with the body through kinesiology, playing the piano, stretching the body, went to health school, and studied a course in psycho-energetic counseling.

🌟I followed the path of module 1 (working with myself) and a year later I came to module 2 (working with others).

I myself chose this path every day and gladly walked into new things.
🖌I CHOOSE and I CHANGED.

I started using 1 GSR module immediately after I found out about my wife’s pregnancy.

The first pregnancy was unsuccessful, so when the news about the second appeared, there was a lot of tension and fear.

Here, of course, GSR helped a lot.

With this technique, it finally became clear to me that I was not a very good husband, worker and, most likely, future father. I stopped entertaining myself with illusions that somehow everything would improve and change and simply decided to do GSR sessions for myself in 1 module no matter what.

I gained the stability I needed so much. And when my wife said at 19:30, after I came home from work, I had just had something to eat and already wanted to rest: “We need to go to Moscow to the pharmacy, because there is no this medicine in the city,” I took it, got ready and went. It was amazing for me. I had the strength and without any additional discussions, the usual “I want/don’t want”, internal resistance and self-pity, I took it and went to the pharmacy.

Then I began to sense a new state for me – I somehow especially wanted to surround my wife with care. Not everything went smoothly, but I had the strength and readiness, and I acted. Then GSR showed me my real position towards my wife: I was another capricious child for her and she wouldn’t have taken two of them away (we didn’t agree that way when we got married).

From this point, I actually continued to make sessions for myself, now for one thing, now for another. I finally started learning to take responsibility for myself and my family. GSR helped and continues to help me with this.

I have always said that GSR shows the problem, and it hurts, and immediately it hurts. Sometimes I thought that if it weren’t for GSR, I wouldn’t have taken all this out. I failed so much in some small things and this time was a real test for 1 GSR module. And now I can say with 100% confidence that the test was more than successful.